Thursday, June 23, 2005

heya, got bitten by the writing bug, and here i go again. not really very diligent in dropping entries these days if you people been dropping by, and i know there is people who read this lo! i cant manage 295 views all by myself eh?! so to those annonymous readers, show yaself!!!

wahaha... alright, ive mentioned the movie Closer and the hauntingly gorgeous theme song ive been enchanted under its spell. just gotta make more of the storyline, thought i was pretty brief in the previous post. and i still dunno the name of the English bloke, haha. actually saw someone's blog talking about this too, which probably inspired me to talk more about it. the opening to the movie is pretty surreal? with Jude (yea, we're on a first name basis now) walking on one side of the street in the midst of a lot of people, and i mean ALOT, probably what we get on Orchard Road during Xmas Eve + NYE - and Natalie on the other end of street, both walking in converging directions with LOTSA people around. and whilst they were both walking nearer, Jude got sight of Nat and started bio-ing her, ogled, stared, whatever - and when both are seperated by a traffic stop, Nat crossed it without looking left or right, then a car screeched by and hit her mildly, follow by which our Jude gallantly went to her with a very kpo crowd watching them (dunno that we share the same kpo traits as the Brits, =p) followed by which our very eye catching red headed Nat, opened her eyes and purred : "Hello, Stranger."

therein started a tumultuous passionate relationship intertwined with betrayal, reconcillation and betrayal yet again. i like the movie... though my regular movie kaki, bin, who watched it with her friends said its so-so only. bleh.

right... now im over gushing about Natalie and the movie, time to be self indulgent (sorry folks, you can stop reading after this if you are not interested in the constant bitter ironical comedic failings of my life) haha~~~

im wordy, i'll try to make is simple and sweet for you (point form sia la!)discerning readers as i blazing over the keyboard of my laptop in pitch darkness (ermmm, not exactly, less the distant table lamp across the room) of my sanctuary, my room laaa~

1. got really stupid, bought something ex for a girl awhile back, and she also stupidly accept it knowing the "weight" of the gift. so 2 fools cant be right. shaken up by two stereo speakers complimenting each other outside KFC@FEP last sat. got it back the day after. thanks beng + pat.

2. think i pissed off pat's bf? well, he's a nice guy and all that. but he's irritatingly nice and too brotherly for my liking i suppose? i mean, i dont like people nagging me but moreover he's a guy for chrissakes?! appreciate the kindness, but i suppose the line is thin between being concerned and being extra? peace. =p

3. got myself a new buddy, my xiaomei! been out with her and her friends the previous weekends, seems like i have no problems settling in with 20 year olds... gosh, either that makes me juvenile or they are as mature as me. i like to think its the earlier.

4. regained contact with my ex gf. who's still attached. albeit shaky. texted her at thumper when i got high. suprisingly the message doesnt have any typos and with perfect punctuation somemore when i checked it the next morning. everything's pretty messed up at the moment, and i know im probably being the arsehole for popping up in her life. that does not necessary means i have a chance i suppose. i just dunno la.


Timeout

in the midst of reading the book Sideways read this part about DND - Drink N Dial. guess its a common syndrome among people who drink till a certain degree of highness. after which you go and dial/msg the person you wanted to be with you to share your joy, to be by your side, to hear some muffled and incoherent drunk talking, usually EXs, or crushes, or someone to F***. but knowing in real life, you wont call the other person no matter what. alcohol has a way of making people say the most truthful things, no holds barred, gives you the courage to do things you wont do usually. so i say - Drinking is good!


right... remember my post about giving up the whole relationship shebang. its bullshit. =)

wen|ong @ 9:19 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.