Sunday, April 24, 2005
finally got it - my Nike X DPM Maharishi Terminators in a size 8. its a limited release, 1000 pairs worldwide. more info can be found at
www.freshnessmag.comcurrent mood indicator : exhilarated - retail therapy works real good on me~ haha.
wen|ong @ 3:14 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
love is in the air
seems like everyone around me is getting attached, if not, blissfully attached or making headways with the one they have been infatuated with. while the same ol' me still paved the much trodden path of singlehood. not to say that being a swingin' bachelor isn't that a peach. there are perks aplenty, depending on which angle you look at it, while times of solitude makes you feel a tad bit lonesome sometimes - or a sign of weakness, again, depends on which perspective. as im writting this entry at 2.15 in the morning, lotsa thoughts zip in and out of my mind, as i try to pick out each thought and type them out here, sorry if this post may seem incoherent at times, but i do love to write like this, the spontaneous prosing of my scattered thoughts. thoughts - i think alot sometimes, in fact, maybe too much for my liking, i may seem quiet in groups, not that im uninterested in the conversations, or rather i like to listen to them. and i like to observe someone when they speak, not stare, but just obverse the subtle nuances and body language that they exudes. well, back to the main point, i do get very offtrack sometimes, pardon moi. guess its been awhile since i typed a whole chunk of text, using pictures to tell the story instead. so allow me the indulgence as i ramble on ya? realised my other clique is becoming family wholesome these days... wherby the singles are overwhelmed by the couples. not that they are unbearably OTT lovey dovey sweet nothings whisperers, you could feel the 'family' feeling ya. although the guys will be drinking away, mind you, the girls hold their alcohol well too. lotsa poking fun, suaning, bullshitting, talkcocking during such gatherings, but as hard as i've tried, the feeling still crept up on me - you just can't help but feel that you're so alone. even jimmy, still remember a few months back, his msn nick was so cringing - likes of 'when will love find me?' will perpetually be his msn nick. but he has since got together with his ex, and now discussing marriage?! i suppose, when love finds you, you die die can't run away from it? i try to battle those ill feelings, try to maintain that being by myself is goodenough, having someone wrecks the carefree nature of yours truly. i got used to my phone being silent the whole day, not having to tell someone what will i be doing, where will i be, who i will be meeting. i felt liberated in not havin to plan outings in special places during special occasions. but - there's always a but in life i suppose, my heartstrings will be tugged at when -
-i see couples blissfully in love (hope they breakup),
-rainy days (hot coffee + a gf does wonders but i got the cuppa, where is that gf huh?),
-family functions (no, i'm not gay and i'm totally into girls, just that none is in my life now sadly),
-friends gatherings (which is the pits, discussion topics includes, "how is the flat balloting goin?" "so you also -taking punggol flats which means we'll be neighbours!" "*fill in the blanks as long its along the lines of marriage and getting flats*"）Zzz
sighzation *some phrase i took from a friend's friend's blog* i guess its just a phase, and i just need an avenue and place to rant and rave, cos i usually kept these thoughts bottled inside. i'm strong. i can go through life like this. without a care in the world, life's a bitch ain't it? what you want, you can never get, what you dont want, comes in waves and hit you bad!
p.s : had a beautiful dream a few days back. that i've got back something i've thought i've lost forever. really sweet. even had to do a reality check when i awoke. disappointed to know that its all but a dream. it seems so freakin' real. if only i've kept on sleeping, then i won't face the harsh truth yet again. i've tried to eradicate all thoughts of her, to erase her existence in my mind. but my subconscious seems to do otherwise. really, when you are half conscious, wanting to sleep, you tend to let off your guard, to do things you wont usually do, in this case, type. i've let my guard down for this post. and being the ever guarded person, to show such a glimpse into my inner self is perhaps a rare slight on my part, but the other part of me says heck it. live and let die. life's short - 开心就好。
wen|ong @ 3:07 AM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
Friday, April 15, 2005
update 15th April, i even put in my piggybank with it... wahaha.
wen|ong @ 4:35 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
here's what i've got at Borders on Sat after selling off the Nike Escape Air Force 2. the cd is The Cosmic Game by Thievery Corporation by the way.. heh.
wen|ong @ 9:57 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
sold off this on thursday... didnt manage to play it much after i got my electric acoustic. pondering to sell off my other electric + amp. any interested left handed players? discount given for readers? hahaha. *casually strums away*
wen|ong @ 9:53 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
