Wednesday, February 11, 2009

yet another setback.

well, and i thought i would have an easier time this time round. just another hurdle i have to go through i suppose. but i've kinda lost my direction after this, i was that sure of getting it but who knows? as the ol' Depeche Mode song goes: I think that God's got a sick sense of humour. im as atheist as they come but when ive found the love of my life, my career's the pits. i was hoping that good things will fall in place for me after the new year, but shit happens eh?

picking up the pieces, my mind's in overdrive thinking the next step for me, but knowing things are, i really dont wanna put too much hope into it. but its kinda now or never for me, time's not a friend. i cant afford to continue this dreary hiatus anymore, in time or in funds.

and i really want to give her what she wants, what we want. asap.

anytime soon.
or so we'll see.

wen|ong @ 12:50 AM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.