Monday, February 27, 2006

yea, i've made the font smaller as it was originally when i first started this thing out - only cos i want you people to squint and pay attention to every word i've typed out. *snickers*

hey people, its been awhile. must have miss me loads huh? its been just a little over 2 months. not that long as what i would like. but here i am again.

the punchline is - i'm actually having a dearth of things to write about. but still, i'll try to squeeze something out for you guys. but knowing me, i know that once i get going, i can be real wordy, so bear with me eh?

work
its all goin well, i've settled well into my work enviroment comfortably. kinda mundane now after the mad hectic sales period up to mid jan. nothing much except for the buzz when a ah jie celeb walks in.

friends and family
my sis wedding on 23rd december. it went well, except for a few hiccups here and there but no biggy. the whole experience was so wonderful and i feel so happy for my sister. her first relationship, her first boyfriend, her husband now all the way from her O levels till now, really a fairytale, i kept telling people, and its true. who doesnt really want that, dont tell me u rather go through the ravages of heartaches, heartpains, betrayals, rejections, then to be disenchanted and thought of giving up love altogether?

oooh, she was there for the dinner, agreed to go at the eleventh hour but i was so glad she did. everyone of my relatives were asking who was she and most commented that we look good together. it was certainly a magical night. when i was sending her off at the taxi stand (she declined my offer to send her back), she asked me whether i was touched by her agreeance to attend the dinner, didnt answer her then but i was.

so its now me and my xiaomei, kinda quiet at home without that 'aunty' around, but i suppose life's like that. its all in phases, just that my damei has reached her transition earlier. i suppose, she's skipped another life phase cos i'll be an uncle to a nephew in may! (its not a shotgun btw, not technically though, i mean they were ROM-ed and legally man and wife in 2003!) kinda looking forward to that.

friends-wise, kinda distanced from my navy friends as expected by i guess that's inevitable due to different working environments. had a few meetups though, a few clubbing sessions, and the usual bbq at siwei's place during the new year. jimmy and ade got hitched before he left for iraq (he was that scared of losing her =p) and they had booked a function room for the solemnization and it was a chance for some catching up with the guys. how time flies, when jimmy was still talking about pining for his ex gf ade in our alcohol binge road trip of Hatyai/Penang/KL. miss those days. i need a holiday come to think of it. but looking at my bankbook, it seems to be sadly shaking its head. =( bali, perth, bkk?) interested applicants please drop a tag.

HER
i did mentioned a little of her in the previous topic, she does get into my head all the time. nothing really much to update besides the wedding thingy. mostly after its been on and off. i seriously dunno where are we heading. she seems so reticent about opening up while i've been openly shamelessly proclaiming my affections either here or in my drunk-and-text situations. realised i can be quite eloquent in my text msgs even when im almost half gone. this im proud of. haha.

right, joking aside -

im lost. in her, in the whole situation.

sometimes i do think i feel im like a woman (dont think its a good thing right? ><") im too sensitve for my own good. do try to blank out my thoughts and not think at all. end point - i just need to know how she feels, not everything, but just a understanding. all these have been met with either 'wu liao' or 'you must be crazy'. it cuts. i just know not what to do.



i guess that's call falling head over heels - you just keep falling.




i just need your openness, your hand and your trust. =)




absolutely detest the melancholia, so after this, i guess i would cut down on it. nothing about work nor lovelife (or rather the lack of it). shit, like that seems that ive got nothing much to write about then. hmmm. we'll see.

me and lil princess @ the wedding dinner

abused

p.s : to a certain feline friend - wo hui lai le. meow~ =p

wen|ong @ 12:08 AM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.

Monday, February 20, 2006

will be back soon.


just figuring out what to write upon my "comeback"




im such a drama queen. =p



- watch this space -

wen|ong @ 1:46 AM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.