Saturday, March 18, 2006

Q&A

alright people, this is goin to be totally random. im just typing this from the top of my head while msnsing with a dear friend who's contemplating a about turn in a lost cause who's apparently wanting to be found again. i've always biased against guys of a younger age even though i could empathise with them since i was not long ago one myself years back. but the truth is - we take a long time to grow up and some of us may not even do that.

its about being in a limbo. a emotional limbo. a very fucked up situation to be. when u know that u're heading to the edge of cliff with the utmost surest chance of falling into infinity but u'll still persist in goin that way.



"TI KI" (hokkien for metal teeth - which translates loosely in English as stubborn) is what my dear fren xue called me when we met up for her overly belated bday dinner - my fault actually... i make such a lousy friend, i've actually forgotten her bday for almost a week and when i finally remembered, its due to her subtle hinting... its my dumb luck and fortune that i've made a forgiving and kind and not forgetting beautiful friend like her (note the gleaming flattering tone - its that obvious huh? =p) had a nice dinner at a nice place and chilled at acid bar to end the night. its always good to catch up with her. where we each shared our own sob story and all. haha. even in my wrecked emotional state of mind, i still can lecture and nag at her. its for your good my dear. =p



some things u cant really stay totally nonchalant and let it stay dormant when u know that at the end of the day, u want an affirmation -

i dont need anything much from HER really. have put in to her in a simple question really. 2 definite answers. YES or NO.




Nothing.


Que Sera Sera. Whatever will be, will be.





maomao, i didnt got my answer how?







wen|ong @ 11:31 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.