Thursday, March 02, 2006
another new post,geez, im really getting productive these days eh?
just did something i nvr really did before - left tags on my xiaomei's blog. usually just a lurker, read and that's it. but i could see this time she's really goin thru a bad patch in her relationship though she doesnt really show it at home. not really an expert on relationship matters - my own track records doesnt really hold up. *blushes*
hope everything will work out for my lil sis....[ i guess that goes for most people - we have a side of us we could keep it in the dark, to ourselves only. even our best friends and family would be kept in the dark. life is indeed a charade, we need to upkeep our usual demeanour to others while being fcuked up all inside. its not
hypocritcal nor
fake, its just something we want to deal with - in moments of solitude. we can appear merry and cheery, be happily and jokingly but inside we feel empty or sadden. usually the source can be traced to some aspect of your life, namely career, family and $. its hard to achieve a balance. sometimes, too many factors are involved. reluctance to move to uncharted territory i suppose. perhaps in that case, a change would be better for the good. ]
*that just came into my mind after a short conversation with my feline friend. just have to put it down before it slipped my mind. i do relate to that.
something to add - after re-reading my previous post
ala comeback post. i felt like a
needy chick. i took this term from the 2nd last epi of SatC where Mr Big told that to Carrie when she didnt respond to his phonecalls. i do feel that. the callings, the waiting, and then the callings, and the waiting again........ u get the idea.
and she still didnt get back to me.......... yet.oh well.
writing this while the din of television blares on behind me. 娱乐百分百 - with xiaozhu and aisa now. my daily dose of chinese celebrity news (or gossip =p) would stay up to watch that if im not that bushed. not entirely on that, im not that 38 ya. its also quite comedic especially the song competition which involves celebs themselves, really cracks me up sometimes with their antics and jokes. and also the fashion element, seeing what xiaozhu wore on the show, sneakers and tee. not that i idolize him nor wanna copy his style, cos he's into bathing ape, nbhd and what not and usually rocks the recent releases. those japanese labels that im kinda interested in though not really crazy about them now. for example, tonight's epi he's wearing the baby milo x hello kitty tshirt. its the 2nd edition.. i've got the first one released last year. =x ...
my work revolves MOSTLY around ladies' shoes. with bags and accessories thrown in. so that kinda seeped into my subconscious. not in the CKP (chee kor peh) sense, i would usually be interested in what girls will be wearing. how they match their outfits with their shoes/accessories. the contrasts, the styles. and the season's trends. realised that most sg girls dont really give a damn about seasons, its more about practicality. whatever looks good, feels good would be their priorities. the s/s and a/w trend concepts probably hold water for fashionistas and tai-tais.
im still as bloody straight as an arrow *glares at the suspicious folks*Bag of Spring/Summer 2006 : Chloé Edith - come buy from me la!!! =p
wen|ong @ 1:08 AM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.