Saturday, July 30, 2005
something somethingRaphael mentioned that i've lost that 'edge' in me. the melancholia, the bitterness ever since i've got attached. i suppose that's true in some ways. i mean ever since i started this thingamy last year, most of it has been bitter in tone i suppose? i guess that has been and always be my 'trademark' style of blogging? i feel too much and always in the not so optimistic way? i miss those days.. sighz. i've proudly proclaimed that i've lost the swingin' bachelor life a few posts back, probably .. i know i shouldnt feel this, or say this now, but i suppose the euphoria has swept past? probably what was meant to be broken shouldnt be mended in the first place? and funny thing is... its not even a month. seeds of doubt and discontent are sowed long ago, but sprouted out again in the face of bliss i suppose? maybe im just not suited to be in a relationship, to be with someone. cos probably i can't give the 100% i know i have to give. to be totally committed. im not talking about infidelity. but to be totally head over heels in LOVE with her. something in my system is preventing it from happening. i know im being a typical SELFISH BASTARD in witholding my heart like that. but... probably this is something i will keep within me. only one person knows about the exact reason why. nothing much. just wanna find a outlet to vent. probably more than i should. oh well. life goes on.
wen|ong @ 1:46 AM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
 last one~ nitez ppl~ =)
wen|ong @ 2:44 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
 bedtime... cant even stop playing it up for the camera while drinking her milk~ >.<"
wen|ong @ 2:43 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
 and i mean it. lolz~
wen|ong @ 2:43 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
 ... alot~
wen|ong @ 2:42 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
 she just loves the camera~
wen|ong @ 2:41 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
 =p
wen|ong @ 2:41 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
 abit late in posting these up~ but i guess she's worth the wait? haha~~~
wen|ong @ 2:39 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
:: updates ::am a swingin' bachelor no more! established since June 30th. =p
been meeting her loads since we've got together, still getting the hang of being attached after a hallowed 2 years. but its been all good. knowing that this may be the so called honeymoon period, but still, i suppose that it'll be a LONG one ba! this time its gonna be sweet~
queued for the Stussy dunk at LE2 Queensway on Wed together with Jen who wanted to get it for Seng who's out at sea till Fri. (awww, isnt she sweet?) but sadly, we came at 6 and the release's at 7, but that time, the queue was snaking all the way till the end of the carpark, and i think there's only 'bout 80 pairs?! so it seems pretty bleak, and in the end, we had to put down our names and sizes just in case they have a restock which seems unlikely i suppose?! read more about it the day on jen's blog.
ktv session with the guys and girls, they've been out sailing for the past 2 weeks, and i met them after sending her home. got there at 'bout 12am, didnt sang much but drank more instead. haha~ left around 1 plus 2 when i got abit tipsy. dunno why, probably u can drink more when u're happy? =p
lazing at home on a sunny saturday, the missus went away to JB with her mum + bro. so are some of my frens. hmm... probably go over to my aunt's place where my mum is playing mahjong for dinner and play with nana! havent seen that naughty girl for awhile~
have a wonderful weekend my friends!
wen|ong @ 5:58 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.
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