Saturday, November 26, 2005

as i write this on a lazy saturday noon, i still dunno whether to go out anot.
probably could hang out at FEP at a fren's shop for the evening and also to
disturb pat n lian for awhile at Scotts. *ponders*

meantime, i'll just fill you guys in on my happenings. met up bin last fri,
and its like almost an eternity (round a year to be exact) since we met up for
our usual thingstodo - movies and coffee. watched HP - usually would have
much to gripe about, some short review of the show, but im too lazy to do it.
(remember about the lazy saturday mood) its was good, but not GOOD good.
if you get what i mean which i dont think you would unless you know me real
well and not many ppl do know me real well and... gosh, im blabbering. apologies
for that while i crank my mind to prose again.

so nice meeting bin up, and i've booked her for Narnia and the upcoming
The Promise just in case we take bout a year to meetup again.

seems like its meetup-longtime-no-see-friends season. met up xue on wed after
work at Paulaner's for drinks a bites round 8 plus. bummer that Paulaner's
undergoin a reno but the al fresco thing by the road still cool though.
bitched about work, r'ships, and updating each other about ongoings in life.

while yest bummed around at home then dinner with mum and meis at Din Tai Fung.
cant believe bin didnt heard about the place. maybe a hint to bring her there?
wahaha. had a tummy bursting dinner, then walked around TM which my xiaomei
got herself a spanking new Panasonic V3 phone. still think my V3 is better, lolz.

coming back to the talk with xue, realised that i have a clarity in life, i've turned
numb to other ongoings with other members of the opposite sex. in fact, just plain
flat nonchalance, not to say im narcissist and think i do attract alot of people, just
that i dont think too much about anything else, which is definitely great for me.
as i've mentioned somewhere here, that i do think to bloody much. clarity now -
matters-of-the-heart wise, which is bloody damn good i tell ya. it may not turn
out to be fruitful at the end of the day, but its sooo relaxing. no pretences,
no testing water, no silly mind games, no anticipating, no misunderstandings
and most important of all, no hurt. i definitely know who i want to be with.
n0 question bout that. no matter whether do i get to be with her or not, or
whether everything turns out to my favor, crumble down and crush me.
frankly i dont give a damn. at least, my heart is set.

and i've got definitely no regrets mannn.

happy weekends my dearest friends.

wen|ong @ 2:49 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.