Monday, June 27, 2005

right ... here i am again, dropping an entry while intoxicated. there ought to be some restriction about it.. not that i would write anything i wouldnt normally write, jus that thoughts and feelings flow more freely, no holds barred.

here we go~ had a nice weekend, with the EX. its her bday today, erm, oh well, yesterday now (26th). if you can believe it, i celebrated it with her on sat (25th) goin thru the countdown thingy at 12am. it may seem pretty run-of-the-mill, just that if you guys read the prev posts, she's attached. well, i did not chose to purposely do it, cos i thought her bf would book her solid throughout the weekend. but funny enough, he opt to celebrate with her on Sunday, givin me chance? oh well. then i'll gladly take it dude.

and we did have a good time. almost like bf/gf. but wake up Long, u relationship wrecker!

sighzation~ i just dunno. im agnostic, but i believe in karma. what goes around, comes around. sometimes i feel that fate is playing with me. while he/she smirking at me while my lovelife goes helter skelter. what have i done wrong?! either the person is married or attached. god damnit. i cant do anything right. feel like just scream at the top of my lungs at the edge of some mountain cliff.

i need a vacation.

i need beer.

oops, just had a jug with beng at cuppage.

*burp*

wen|ong @ 2:56 AM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.