Wednesday, May 12, 2004

:: random thoughts ::

my mind's been havin alot of thoughts lately... jus figured i have to get them down somewhere, so they dont hog up my phone memory. kinda reluctant to, cos some of them quite ermm.. dark and depressing. a side i dont feel like exposing to people.. haha. *nervous laughter* ermmmm, oh well. here it goes~

:: Darkness envelopes my eyes,
fighting tears threatening to fall.
Biting my bloody lips.
wanting to give it up all,
to relieve the anguish
of my broken heart.
i struggle not to fall apart.


:: As I burst into a silent song
making words as as i go along.
Gentle notes
sharply pierce
the stillness of the night.
white roman candles set
Alight.


:: Hate, frustration
Fear, isolation
Love, elation
Bliss, exhilaration
conflicting emotions
harassing me.
defiantly i stood
wanting to be free.

copyright © 2004 by november9th.

ermmm .. assorted thoughts, but still copyrighted, lolz, cos im not sure whether they'll be a complete poem later or just unfinished ramblings of a dazed and confused youth, ermm .. me lahz.. lalala~

rest assured i'm alright ya~ ermm.. if anyone is concerned? im normally bright and chirpy de. *smile* =p



wen|ong @ 7:10 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.