Monday, May 03, 2004
:: a clarification and other stuff::
lately, i got the cold shoulder treatment from a fren. its still ongoin tho'. im kinda have the idea of why she's doin that. i guess its after she read one of my entry, but i can only tell her that she misinterpreted my entry. i am not in love with my fren's gf. im not treating u as a sub for anyone. i dont do that to anyone, and i expect no one do that to me too. i can always explain to u wat happened if u give me a chance to do that.
its kinda sad, i wanted this blog thingy as an outlet for me to rant and rave, for me to transcribed what i felt inside into words. although, its exhibitionism of a certain degree, i do admit, but its the next closest thing to a diary. im just too procrastinating to keep one. i certainly didnt expect to get misunderstood for it.
well, am happy in some ways tho'. binbin msg me in msn asking me am i ok? whether i want to talk about it? cos she noticed i sounded sad and she's wondering what happened. she's bogged dwn by her assignment til the 5th, so i didnt wanna unload my troubled thots and feelings onto her. hee. its nothing much also, i ok de. but your invitation's certainly warmed my heart. =)
lastly... i jus got a haircut today.. ermm, my hair's never been that short, since BMT. guess i shouldnt have told the hairdresser " 随便你剪吧, 好看就可以了。" - sui bian ni jian ba, hao kan jiu ke yi le - anyhow cut ya, as long it looks good. haha. well, it was nice i suppose. jus i was wanting to laff when i saw the mirror cos i nvr seen myself like that before also. that means i have to spent time to style my hair every mornin... siGhz. >_<
have to get used to it i suppose. anyone interested in seeing? i can mms u the pic if u want? keke.
=p
p.s : to a certain someone whose havin her exams this week, gambate ne~ 加油加油!~ 4 more days to go!!!~ =)
wen|ong @ 6:22 PM
Parting is such sweet sorrow,
That I shall say 'Good night' till it be morrow.